I was hoping to keep this blog positive. I told myself I would never share the negative. Alas, I cave.
I’m so fucking scared right now. I’m scared that I will end up broke and homeless. I’m scared that my relationship is falling to pieces. I’m scared that I made the worst decision ever in moving away from everything that I had and knew.
It’s been over a year. The entire time I have been unemployed. The entire time I have been making due with unemployment insurance. That’s about to run out in a couple of weeks. What will I do then? How will I pay my bills and afford to eat? I’m not sure I can handle any more rejection letters.
I feel like I’m failing. Again.
This to shall pass